Before I get back to 30 days, I just want to thank everyone for their positive comments. I am not feeling so guilty anymore. I realized that maybe this happened for a reason to show me that I don't want a child that age and truly want a baby. When we talk to the resource coordinator, we are going to tell her this. It may take longer to get a placement, but we feel this is the right decision. We're also not ruling out another IUI in the future. C thinks I need to get "healthier" physically and mentally before we do that again and I agree, or maybe we can actually find a willing donor. Any takers out there? Anyway, that's the update on the baby front...
I've realized I've missed quite a few posts for my
30 days project. Day 10 is a photo of you taken over 10 years ago. I don't have anything that old on my computer so I'm skipping this one. Day 11 is a photo of you recently. I hate getting my picture taken, but I guess I'll share this one because it's so rare that a photo is taken of me and our crazy dog Lucy.
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She looks pretty scared, probably because I was trying to get her to look at the computer. |
3 comments:
I am glad that you are choosing to see what happened as a learning experience. I truly believe that's what it was and I really do believe you and C would make good parents. I am also glad that you have someone like C to support you and be honest with you. Everyone should have a C in their life. Sounds like you know what you need to do and just need to put it into action. Remember, it will happen when the time is right:) Keep us posted and keep your chin up!!!
Aaron offered to donate, but seeing as he had a vasectomy last year, that's not really helpful. His heart's in the right place though. You two would make a mighty cute baby ;)
Well, thank Aaron for me anyways. :)
Kylee- thanks for always being so positive. I need that!
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