Sunday, September 26, 2010

I think I've found the one

It's a little early to get too excited, but I am anyway.  I think we have found a donor. If said future donor is reading this, I hope it's okay that I'm blogging about it. I've been wanting to ask him, but didn't think he would be willing to.  It's not an easy decision.  I jokingly asked him yesterday and he seriously said he would! Nothing is set in stone, but I feel a tad hopeful that it will work out.  He's young, adorable, and gay; my three favorite qualities! :) I don't think I want to do this right away though.  I want to get into a little better shape than I'm in now, physically and mentally.  We still need to discuss things with him and get legal papers drawn up.  I want him to be a part of the child's life, if he chooses, but not as a father obviously, but an uncle or something.  Anyway, this is all in theory at the moment, so I'm trying not to get too excited, but I can't help myself! So, I guess "operation baby" is starting. I'll keep you posted!


Sandi said...

Michelle - this is WONDERFUL news!! Please keep us up-to-date! I know when the time is right, you will be blessed and you and Cary will be fabulous parents!!
Love you!

Kylee said...

That is very happy news Michelle... and who knows maybe this is just what life was waiting for... and who ever it is that has tentatively agreed to help you is a wonderful person... I wish the best for you and C and hope that all works out!!!

P.S. friends of mine who had been trying for almost 2 years have recently found out they were expecting... she had to have some weird very painful proceedure done... where they shot some weird x-ray dye into her uterus... guess it "cleans out the cobwebs" and sure enough the next try worked!!! She refused to take fertility drugs and this was some option they gave her... anyway... Her partner said a sense of relief washed over her when she found out because FINALLY there was no more heartbreak!!! Proof that when it is right it will happen:)

CrunchyVTMommy said...

thats awesome! good luck. my fingers are crossed for you.

Heather said...

Congratulations! hope it all works out!