Sunday, September 26, 2010
I think I've found the one
It's a little early to get too excited, but I am anyway. I think we have found a donor. If said future donor is reading this, I hope it's okay that I'm blogging about it. I've been wanting to ask him, but didn't think he would be willing to. It's not an easy decision. I jokingly asked him yesterday and he seriously said he would! Nothing is set in stone, but I feel a tad hopeful that it will work out. He's young, adorable, and gay; my three favorite qualities! :) I don't think I want to do this right away though. I want to get into a little better shape than I'm in now, physically and mentally. We still need to discuss things with him and get legal papers drawn up. I want him to be a part of the child's life, if he chooses, but not as a father obviously, but an uncle or something. Anyway, this is all in theory at the moment, so I'm trying not to get too excited, but I can't help myself! So, I guess "operation baby" is starting. I'll keep you posted!