Wow, what a crazy couple of weeks it's been. You cannot imagine or prepare yourself for what being a parent is, especially of a newborn. It's been sleepless nights, tears, out of control hormones, and this feeling that you have absolutely no idea what your doing. It's been hard, but I love this little girl more than anything. I love her more each day. We were lucky that my parents and sister were here to help for awhile. I don't know what we would have done without their help. It's amazing how much she's changed in just a couple of weeks too. Her face is filling out and she's definitely gaining weight with all the milk she drinks.
I plan to post my birth story if anyone is interested. It was definitely not anything like I had wanted or planned. Actually, a lot has been this way and it's something I'm dealing with. I think I've had a bit of postpartum depression as well. It's all been very overwhelming. I'm glad Cary has been here to keep me sane and take care of Sophia too. The one thing I am certain of is this little girl has been worth all of it.