Friday, January 8, 2010

Fertility drugs are making me crazy

I just realized that it's been awhile since I've written anything. Actually, it's been a month exactly. I had a harder time dealing with the first try not working than I thought I did and I was having doubts about whether or not I should even continue. It all resulted in a few panic attacks, some crying, and a visit to my therapist. The one thing I do know for sure is that I will regret it if I don't try at all, so here we are trying again.

This time around I'm taking Clomid. These little pills are making me crazy! My emotions are all over the place, and for 2 days now while at work, I've felt very on edge and like I'm going to come out of my skin. It's crazy stuff. Thank God I only have to take it for 5 days at a time. Hopefully though it will up my chances of getting pregnant, and with 1 baby. I have a 10% chance of having twins, which is rather frightening. So, the big day for round 2 should probably be sometime next week. I will keep everyone informed!

3 comments:

Coppskidd said...

I've been saying all along that you'd regret it if you didn't try... Hang in there and stay positive... even if the pills are making you a little buggy... Good Luck to you and Cary... and keep us posted...

Always,
Kylee

Kelly said...

Clomid was no fun to take, but it worked. The Clomid crazies are nothing compared to the post-partum crazies. Consider yourself in training.

;)

Michelle said...

Thanks Kylee...
Kelly- what ever would I do without your loving, brutal honesty? :)